What Have I Been Doing?

Tue, 19 May 2026 02:29:24 GMT

No, really, what have I been doing? I feel like I've been very busy but also doing nothing at all so far this summer.

-I've scheduled another ADHD screener (the first psychiatrist I saw turned out to be crap at her job so my mother insisted I get a second opinion)
-I've scheduled my wisdom teeth removal
-I've spent a lot of time with Grey (including staying over for the first time! Woah!!
-I've spent some time with Blue and Green, although our schedules have trouble lining up and Blue's leaving town for an internship soon
-I hyperfocused for a few hours and did some work on the family history I've tried like five times to start writing over the past few years
-I went to the mall with Red and met her new boyfriend! They are the most ADORABLE couple!

And yet I still feel like I haven't really gotten out of the house. I start back at work tomorrow, so at least I'll be getting out, but I totally want to go out and actually do things.

Maybe I need to get more sleep. I'm really tired right now and maybe that's impacting my perspective.

I'm turning twenty soon. That's odd. I'm not going to be a teenager anymore. I'm entering adulthood. And yet I feel like I only started truly living once I came out and went off to college.

This summer is going by too quickly. Although the twelve days I've been back do feel like a long time already. Maybe they've been too jam-packed. Maybe I need more lazy days where I have nothing to do all day. Those are some of the best summer days.

Trying to coordinate with my boyfriend's and friends' work schedules is literally the worst thing ever. It feels like people are always at work or too tired or something like that. But I guess starting tomorrow I'll be in that boat.

Anyways, I hope I get to get out more and make the most of my summer. Speaking of, I need to go get my mum to measure me so I can buy a swimsuit!

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What Have I Been Doing?