Bad Day

[purplehello98]

Okay, so normally I should be asleep right now, but knowing today that wasn't going to happen. And anyhow, I think right now I just need to blog to let off some steam. I'd write in my diary, but my roommate made me turn out the light, so yeah. And anywho, maybe I need to cool off before I write there. But ironically, this blog feels more informal and stream-of-consciousnessy, I guess? I wonder what it would be like for someone to compare my blog and diary to each other.

Well, anyway I've had a sucky day. And I've been stressed the past few days and I don't even know why, but that's a separate thing. I've had some weird stomachache on and off a bit the past few days, but it was really bad today to the point that I had to stay home from my afternoon classes. And I couldn't really do anything, and I was just kind of suffering. I honestly think my tea I got this morning---I like to get breakfast and tea from a local café every Monday morning---might've been part of it somehow. That was not good tea. Well anyway, I was in pain and miserable all day, and I finally get to feeling a bit better and going to a meeting of a kind of underground/unofficial k-pop club at my college. Tonight we were going to sit around and make bracelets and chit-chat, and I spent most of two hours searching through the beads to find the letters I needed to make a "Verivery" bracelet in their fandom colours. And then I f-cking lost the bracelet! So yeah, it's been a treat.

I just hope and pray tomorrow's better! And that's not getting into the rest of the drama that's happened since my last post, some of which I literally don't think I can recount on here because it's too insane for the Internet (and also I'm not sure if I should be recounting that specific stuff anyways for personal, or rather interpersonal, reasons). And I hope to be free enough to work some more on the site soon! I love y'all. Talk to y'all soon! :)