Just Hit My Head With A Rock...
Nov. 10th, 2025 08:49 pmUghhh. I have an English in-class essay tomorrow morning! This is the same class where the professor pulled me out into the hallway to talk about me being late (his class is my first in the morning Tuesdays and Thursdays). I would have preferred an e-mail, honestly, and he embarrassed me in front of the class by telling me to see him after class when I walked in. I'm only late by a minute or two anyhow, so I don't think it's that bad. I mean, I basically pay his salary with my tuition so I don't get why he's such a stickler. He's probably right in some way, but I'm just so annoyed. He's a nice enough man, but I'm just starting to dread that class and I don't really know why! And I missed last class because I had a final presentation to do for my French class, so I didn't get whatever preview of the essay he was going to give us. AGH!
Today wasn't the worst, except that I was feeling kind of lonely for a lot of today. I was supposed to get dinner with my friend (I think their nom de blog is Orange or Auburn?) but they had to cancel, although they were still able to take me to get my meds and we chit-chatted after our club meeting, so that left me feeling less lonely. But it's a weird feeling I get sometimes. I worry if I have any true friends at uni after all, and if these people will want to keep being my friend after we graduate. I'm insecure socially and all--it took graduating for me to be sure Blue and Green weren't going to drop me after high school. Oy...
It's been freezing cold and windy recently, although it's set to warm back up. I walked maybe fifteen minutes from church back to my dorm yesterday and by the time I got back, my legs felt like I had been swimming in the icy cold water of the night the Titanic sank. They were beginning to hurt because they were so numb. And that's just because my knee socks didn't go quite up to the bottom of my dress!
I don't know what else to say. I'm tired and busy and I can't handle my English professor's freaking crap tomorrow. Wish me good luck guys!
Today wasn't the worst, except that I was feeling kind of lonely for a lot of today. I was supposed to get dinner with my friend (I think their nom de blog is Orange or Auburn?) but they had to cancel, although they were still able to take me to get my meds and we chit-chatted after our club meeting, so that left me feeling less lonely. But it's a weird feeling I get sometimes. I worry if I have any true friends at uni after all, and if these people will want to keep being my friend after we graduate. I'm insecure socially and all--it took graduating for me to be sure Blue and Green weren't going to drop me after high school. Oy...
It's been freezing cold and windy recently, although it's set to warm back up. I walked maybe fifteen minutes from church back to my dorm yesterday and by the time I got back, my legs felt like I had been swimming in the icy cold water of the night the Titanic sank. They were beginning to hurt because they were so numb. And that's just because my knee socks didn't go quite up to the bottom of my dress!
I don't know what else to say. I'm tired and busy and I can't handle my English professor's freaking crap tomorrow. Wish me good luck guys!
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