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It's been a long time! I've been very busy. Finals time is around the corner looming scarily, even though it's been a week and a half since Halloween! So I've been insanely busy lately, and it feels like I haven't gotten a break in forever.

I went to my summer job work bestie Red's Halloween party on Halloween! It was just me, her and her best friend, and then her roommate and the twenty people he invited. So the three of us hid out in the kitchen until her best friend left since he had work early, and then the roommate and all his friends went to an afterparty. Our cool older cousin-vibes coworker brought his adorable little daughter over to trick or treat as well!! She was the cutest, shiest little princess. :) I about died! (But no, Blue, if you're reading, that doesn't mean I'm going to have a kid yet! LOL) Then Red and I watched weird YouTube videos from back in the day for a few hours (which is my kind of party) until after midnight, and I went home.

The next day I went on a date with the fella I've been dating! Let's call him Grey, because my favourite hoodie of his is grey. :) Anyways, we went out for lunch, and then went thrifting, where we both got some cute clothes, and then had a cute little pizza dinner watching the sunset and got some yummy cookies!

Since then, my life has mostly been unnoteworthy. I'm becoming hyperfixated on Legally Blonde: The Musical, even though it's been quite a while since I saw it! I also went round to a friend's house to play Mario Party on Friday night, which was really fun!

At least I've gotten some time to read a book lately. It's a great reprieve from everything--which is sorely needed, because I've been so busy! I had a draft of a twenty-page paper due Tuesday in my education class, which was a struggle to get done, and then there's been everything else afterwards as well. I'm totally exhausted, and there's still two more weeks to Thanksgiving break!

I am NEVER taking this many credit hours again. I think I've learned my lesson.

Now, off to make some lunch! It's a nice, cold, cozy day so maybe some pasta? I'm excited!

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This has been such a busy week! I meant to blog Tuesday but forgot, and I don't even remember what happened Tuesday. Wednesday was pretty good for all intents and purposes---I had a nice, long, chatty lunch with Auburn (fellow K-pop club member and one of my best friends), a study session with another friend, and finally dinner with my friend Forest. But for some reason, I felt really socially insecure when normally that would make me feel socially satisfied. This is a recurring problem---I find it hard to feel like I'm actually someone's friend even if they're one of my best friends. I constantly think my friends secretly hate my behind my back and/or are only putting up with me for XYZ reason. And I feel frustrated because, for whatever reason, in pretty much all my friendships I tend to be the planner, the one that's proposing stuff to do. It's relatively rare that a lot of these people come to me and ask "hey, do you wanna come over on X day?" or anything like that. And it's depressing.

I even have some people I thought were my friends that I'm beginning to doubt---namely, two people I'm in a club with that constantly act all bestie-bestie "you should come over to my apartment tonight" with a certain mutual friend in front of me, and then basically ignore me, when I thought we were all (with the addition of a couple others) a friend group. I get the "you should totally come over sometime" if I kind of hint that I'd like to, but that's not the same, and I'm not going to invite myself where I don't feel wanted. And I have other mutual friends with these people, and whenever I'm with them all, at lunch or something, I feel like they're very clearly prioritizing their other friend(s) over me. I'm just sick of it.

And I've been busy. I was working on a paper outline for my education class until 11 Wednesday night, without even having showered or anything, so I got in bed past 1, and I had some laundry to do last night that meant I didn't go to sleep till almost 1. I'm tired, and I have a whole laundry list (ha ha, very punny) of crap to do.

So basically, I'm stressed, tired, and oddly lonely for some reason, and feel like I have relatively few people I can rely on. Blue is one, but he's busy enough I don't want to bother him; my mum is one; the guy I've been seeing is one; and I have some friends here I feel kine of borderline about.

What do I do???

And now I'm off to do some homework... ugh.

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My first week of classes is officially over! It's only been one week, but for some reason the past few weeks have just been jam-packed with everything happening all at once, so I have a lot to catch you up on!

My other classes that I didn't have Monday and so haven't mentioned are: English Lit, Foundational Principles of Education and Creative Writing!

English is good so far! The professor is a very peppy, quirky man, and seems really nice. Although he did apparently teach at my friend's high school and was universally hated... but maybe he's turned over a new leaf! So far, not much has happened, though--except our first quiz, over some vocab and such. We also did a bit of scansion with poetry, which I haven't done since Latin class in high school! So that was a nice throwback. :)

(Speaking of high school Latin, my new French professor is very fond of Gimkit, just like my high school Latin teacher! We've played it in two out of our three periods so far and I love that throwback as well!)

Foundations of Education is a little scarier honestly. I think part of that is because it's outside of my comfort zone, but also the teacher is a little intimidating. Maybe she's just neurotypical, though, I don't know. But so far we've not done very much at all. The only thing is that my textbook, which I ordered several weeks ago, is still on backorder and hasn't arrived---ughhh.

Creative Writing is pretty fun! Although it did cause a minor breakdown moment Wednesday when I realized I had an assignment due from the textbook... which I did not have. And so I had a breakdown and had to go get the library copy, and stay up till one doing homework.  But I eventually got it done on time, even though I got an extension. Creative Writing is also a Zoom class, and I'm always a couple minutes late purely because I have to run all the way from the opposite side of campus back to my dorm. It wasn't supposed to be one, which is why I got in this pickle, but the professor had some sort of emergency that's keeping him on the west coast with his family.

Besides that, the K-Pop Club has been going amazingly! Except there is a creepy guy that allegedly has a history of touching girls that's potentially trying to come to a meeting next week, and so I have an emergency meeting about that with the faculty advisor and risk management officer later today. (This creepy guy is also heavily involved in the language/linguistics departments and I just. can't. frigging. escape him!!)

Also, one of my suitemates moved out and dropped out without telling the rest of us?!? It happened yesterday morning. My roommate and my other suitemate had both gone to class, and this suitemate asked us in our group text thread if she could bring her brother over to "help her with something". We all said yes, and I was in my room working on homework at around 8:30 or 9 when she asked this. I even came out once to get a drink while she was moving out and she said nothing! So when I left my room to go to class at around 10:15, every trace of her was gone. I asked what the deal was and she said she had dropped out and left! I wish her all the best, but honestly I think it's a little concerning. If she had asked me I would've encouraged her to at least stick out two weeks--but alas, she didn't ask me. I still wish her well in her future!

I've also seen some of my friends for the first time this year! It's really nice to see them all again. :)

That's about all that's happened this week! Now, I have to go do some reading for my Creative Writing Class. Toodles!

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