purplehello98: (Default)
Alright, first of all, as a side note, I wanna say that I got both my hormones and my ADHD meds today! :D I'm very excited. This school year is going to be a new chapter in my life! And this summer has been amazing. I've experienced so many things for the first time. I had my first flight, went abroad for the first time (and that was to freaking KOREA!!!), and so on. Also, I finally got my driver's license on Wednesday! So that's an even more exciting week.

But the big thing is that this week, I went on my first date! (I mean, I've talked to guys before, and I'm talking to another guy at the same time right now, but that guy lives far away, so this is my first real, official date!) I'm pretty sure I mentioned him a few weeks ago--this guy (who's pretty cute if I do say so myself (which I do)) came through my register one night when I was at work and asked if I wanted to get coffee! It was really cute--and a big ego boost to boot--and, as it turns out, he had come through my register before and developed a little crush on me. :) So every time he had to buy groceries, he checked to see if I was there--but no dice until the night he asked me out! He said he was insanely nervous, but he took the bull by the horns and asked me out! It's really adorable, like something you'd see in a movie or a TV show! It feels like the story of how your grandparents met or something. (Which is fitting, really, because he has a divorced dad aesthetic.)

And so we went out for boba the other day and had a nice chat, and then we saw The Naked Gun! (A very funny movie, by the way.) It was great. We held hands for about half the movie, and kept shooting each other these goofy grins. We hugged afterwards, and we're going to see each other again next week and go watch Freakier Friday! (By the way, the trailer makes it look like the girls are going to break up Lindsay Lohan and Manny Jacinto in favour of her dating Chad Michael Murray. I hope that doesn't happen, because Manny Jacinto is a lot more attractive!)

Anyways, this guy and I get along really well so far. Let's see how things go! Although the whole talking-to-multiple-guys-at-once thing is... a lot? I feel wrong somehow, even though I'm not exclusive with either of them yet. The whole situation really seems very precarious. But I suppose I should just take it one day at a time? Do y'all have any advice for me in that area? I would REALLY REALLY appreciate some!

Besides that, my coworker friend and I watched some more of The Osbournes today, as well as some Chris Hansen. (The Osbournes don't act like people... are they seriously real?!?) She made some delicious caramel cookies and I tried French onion dip for the first time as well! Not together, of course.

So yeah, it's been a very eventful week. :)

purplehello98: (Default)
Well, I had a glossary for the blog mostly written, and of course my computer ate my draft when my Web browser crashed. Ah well...

I learned to parallel park today! My mum took me to a church parking lot near our house and taught me with some probably non-regulation-spaced cones, but at least I learned! And as a bonus, I didn't hit a cone and she did. :p Love you mum if you're reading this, though! I just thought it was funny. Now I just need to manage to actually get my license before going back to school. Yes, I'm 19 and don't have a driver's license...

I also failed to make much progress on what's left of my closet that I have to go through with the entire day off--but that's probably just because I'm overworked and so I was crashing. Thank God I'm planning to take two weeks off before going back to school--I could NOT handle getting right back into it. And I think I'm going to work less next summer! God knows I need it.

Meanwhile, how long has it been since I posted on here? That's how you know I'm overly busy. I mean, even during the school year I made at least two posts a week, right? And I haven't been able to get much of my backlog of posts onto here this summer--that was supposed to be one of my projects. But alas. It's ironic, though, that I think I might have more time for hobbies during the school year... at the very least I won't have such an unpredictable schedule and everyone around me will be working on more or less the same schedule.

Meanwhile, tomorrow is busy as well. I'm going straight from the library to lunch with Blue and Green (and Green's partner, whom I'm meeting for the first time!) and then to work, and then maybe to dinner with my parents after that. So I might end up crashing on Wednesday as well. We'll see.

Until then, I've got to go. Toodles!

P.S. Did y'all hear Kelly from Dance Moms had a stroke?!? I hope and pray she gets better soon!! She's be far my favourite cast member

Besieged!

Jul. 24th, 2025 11:38 am
purplehello98: (Default)
My fellow Dreamwidther lovelyangel put it well, saying that she feels besieged. I never realized what my current feeling was! But no, my room has been suffering, for one. I'm working extra hours this week, mostly four-hour shifts, five days straight, because apparently I'm the only evening cashier that didn't ask for this coming weekend off. Which is unfortunate, because my supervisor told me about that just as I was about to ask for that weekend off. I had four days in a row off last weekend--Saturday through Tuesday--but I only had one day--Monday--where I didn't have stuff to do all day, and even then I somehow ended up going out to run errands with my mum.

Saturday I did a defensive driving class in a town nearby. The local police department/highway whatever was running the show and we were using their track, but it was on some sort of military base, so we had to go through security and all! It was really freaky. But now I can say I've been on a military base! Basically, it was teaching us panic braking, how to react if we spin out on ice, etc. Fun but tiring, especially given the fact that it's stupidly hot. If anyone reading this lives up north where it's not that hot--APPRECIATE IT!

Sunday, Blue and I hung out and honestly I can't remember what else happened! I want to say we watched a movie but I can't remember which one.

Monday, I did errands and worked some on thinning out the clothes in my closet, since I have way too many.

Tuesday, after the library, my mum and I had a quick lunch at home and then Blue came over! We watched The Beautician and the Beast--a really good movie! And then we played Wii Music and swiped on my dating apps together--but the dating thing is a story for another time.

Meanwhile, I'm trying to get on HRT and on ADHD meds as soon as I can, I have to work a lot, I have to figure out when to hang out with my friends (which is like putting a damn jigsaw puzzle together with all our schedules), and I have to get my room in good shape, thin out my closet, and start packing and buying textbooks for school. AGH! I need a few days to crash out, honestly. I thought summer was supposed to be relaxing! But I can never get in bed until near midnight and so I'm tired all the time. I think I might have to work less next summer... Oh, and I'm also trying to coordinate my study abroad, which I really want to do, but I haven't done my application yet because of time! Maybe I work on that this afternoon--if I have time. Or maybe I just veg out and/or nap. God knows I need it.

Okay, just a bit of dating--some guy came through my till last night to ask me out! He just asked if I wanted to go out for coffee--I guess he found me cute and asked me out on a whim. I've never actually been asked out before! Well, I'm talking to this guy on-line and we've agreed that when I'm in his city we're going to go on a date. This small-town lack of options is not cutting it for someone whose dating pool is already small to begin with since I'm trans. But both of those guys are really nice :)

So yes, I'm quite besieged. God grant me a better week next week--and a heck of a lot more rest!
purplehello98: (Default)
I'm honestly feeling kind of overwhelmed today. My ADHD seems to be getting to me recently, but thankfully my therapist referred me to a psychiatrist recently to get officially diagnosed/medicated! Anyways, today is the first time in I don't know how long that I haven't had to go anywhere, so I've tried to kind of cram a lot of stuff into today. I took my last notes for my on-line bio class (YIPPEE!!!) and now I just have a few assignments to do tomorrow and a test to do Friday! I'm very excited to be done with it. :D I can only think how much time it'll open up for me for the rest of the summer to have more fun and relax more! Because really, I just need time to freaking relax. I guess I had some between getting back from Korea and starting back at work, but I'd like a little more old-fashioned summer days. I mean, that sounds a little "get off my lawn", but what I mean is sitting around, playing Splatoon or Minecraft, watching YouTube, watching TV. No obligations, just fun! I'm going to try and make some memories like that this summer. :)

And a pro of being a teacher just occurred to me--I'll still get the summer off! So I can keep doing fun stuff like that. :D Although it'll be harder to do stuff with my non-teacher friends during the weekdays. I'll try my best though!

Some highlights of the last few days: yesterday, Blue, Green and Green's little sister came over and we watched Mean Girls! I'd never seen it before and I understand now why it's so iconic. I'll write a mini-review of it on my site's Opinions page soon, so stay tuned for that!

Monday, I got to go to the lovely DMV (whilst quite hangry as well) to renew my permit. That's right, I somehow managed to make it to age 19 without a driver's license! Although I'm definitively saying that I definitely will have one by the end of the summer!! But my dad was, until recently, the only one who was willing to teach me to drive, and considering that five days of the week he's working long hours and Saturdays he helps my grandma out, I didn't really have any time to learn except for Sundays. Very annoying!

Recently, I've been watching two new shows: Boys Over Flowers, a K-drama from 2009 about this lower-class girl who gets a scholarship to an elite private school and K-drama drama ensues. It's really good and kind of addictive as well! I've also been watching Superstore, which is basically if The Office took place in a Wal-Mart or similar. Since I work in a grocery store myself, I find it really funny and at least somewhat relatable.

Next up in my Perpetual Journey Of Decluttering: in the limbo between my semester ending and my trip to Korea, I seem to have lost A) my nice electric toothbrush and B) my fancy expensive Korean skincare products I bought from my hair lady (who I need to see soon also, since my bangs are getting so long they're starting to bug me). In all the unpacking I did after getting home, I didn't find them, so I guess they must have been in one of the bags I unpacked beforehand? I have no clue. Anyways, I'm going to deep-clean my closet this Saturday in hope of finding them, and also because there's so much crap in there and I need to get rid of some of it.

And that's about it! Have any of y'all seen either of those series, or does anyone have any TV recommendations and/or decluttering advice or anything? Toodles!

purplehello98: (Default)
Well, I signed up for an on-line biology class in order to fill my lab science requirement back in the spring when my class registration got screwed up. And now I'm realizing I may have gotten into a little bit too much. The class started Tuesday and whilst the workload hasn't been that bad so far, the syllabus says that the workload is "supposed" to be thirty hours a week. On top of working a job starting in a week and a half's time! And that's been about all to happen this week--except that I drove through my first drive-thru! I mean, obviously I've been to them before, just not driving. For those of you not in the know, yes, I'm nineteen and still haven't got my licence! But I'm planning to finally get it this summer. About time!

Not much else has happened--I've been playing Minecraft and that's it. Not that I'm complaining! Although sometimes the days can all blend together. I suppose that comes with summer holiday, but it makes me a bit wary, all this unstructured time--my ADHD doesn't agree with it, I guess. Anyways, ta-ta for now!

Pre-Summer

Mar. 23rd, 2025 08:29 pm
purplehello98: (Default)

Back at ya again! Now I'm sitting in my library. I never normally go to the library on weekends, or in the evening, but I always love it when I do so maybe I should more often! Anyways, even though a few weeks ago I was kind of dreading summer, I don't think I am anymore. I can work to keep myself busy, and at least one of my friends should be in town so I can hang out! And I'm (fingers crossed) FINALLY going to get my license (yes, I still don't have it, and yes, I'm more embarrassed about it than you are shocked) over the summer so I might be able to visit some of my college friends! Also, I put together a summer playlist that I've been jamming to over the past few days! (Actually, I just had to pause midsentence writing that in order to jam out to All Mine by f(x). So I've been having a pretty epic time.)

Also, I've been having such a hectic week! I'll really miss my friends, but I won't miss the work (although I do love my English class) and I won't miss the roommate drama, which I won't even get into here because I'm trying to get over it and let it go, but suffice it to say I've had a dramatic week. And then yesterday I spent all day until like 9:00 PM working on my compsci homework! I had the whole suite of emotions, from "I'm dropping this like it's hot" to "I love this it's so fun!", and I had basically no human interaction all day yesterday either, which made for a treat. But despite not getting enough sleep last night, I've had a pretty chill day today! I even chose on a whim to eat dinner outside since it was really nice out, although I had to come inside the library for the last little bit since the wind got pretty cold all of a sudden.

But yeah, it's been a pretty good day! I'll try to work more on the site tomorrow if I have time. Also, my polycarbonate MacBook has become an object of admiration from other people! Just now a couple clubmates of mine complimented me on it, and this guy in my stats class (who I don't really like but that's a different story) did too. It's so cute and I really need to put it on my computers page! I actually think I'll do that just now. Toodles!

Profile

purplehello98: (Default)
purplehello98

March 2026

S M T W T F S
123 4567
8 91011121314
151617 18192021
22232425262728
293031    

Syndicate

RSS Atom
Page generated Mar. 19th, 2026 01:29 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios

Style Credit